From Here to Eternity

I was given the chance. I wished for the chance. But I wasted it.

Oh, but wait? Was that really the chance?

OK. My mind is empty. F**k. OK. I'm speechless now.

What I am talking about is what happened at the JS Promenade 2007. Actually, nothing happened. I was just too dumb not to take risks. Besides, I have no goddamn right to take it. Nakapagtataka naman. Pinaglalaruan ba ako? Haha...

=(

7th Heaven

Yehey! Palagi na kaming first sa attendance every morning! Maybe, yung mga pakulo, nakakatulong din. Just like the red balloons with broken hearts. It's limited to the first one hundred na makarating sa umaga. And luckily, nakasama ako sa last 10 (91-100). Woohoo. May prize pa ako kasi isa ako sa first three pairs na nahanap ung ka pair ng broken hearts. Kaya may prize ako... chocolates. Haha. I'm enjoying at Group 7 kahit may mga events na mababa ang place namin. Ayos lang! Basta madami ang higher places.

Pistaym Heat

It is the third time in my high school years that I would be receiving God's healthy sunshine. We are now starting Pistaym 9 and lucky us we won for the first-day attendance. =) I can sense the 7th Heaven* victory here.

7th Heaven
7th Heaven members were given 7Up. Haha.

We saw contestants from different year levels, showing their talents and skills - and we saw different kinds of competence. Some are determined. Some took these events for granted. And me? I'm taking things damn seriously. It is a nosebleed for us memorizing about 200 English words for this event - Word Power. Good luck to us. :)

* - Our group name. The champion. Haha.

Loveless

Loveless

Formed when I was eating fries.

Is it really important not to have the Valentine of your own? Gaad. Heck.

How I wish I can express to you my love, to let you feel the warmth of my hands. Haha.

Ty 'Float' Villarey

My New Bestfriend

Presenting Ty Villarey. Haha. His nickname is Float.

Birthday: February 11, 2007

Caressing Love

Bonding with Float.

Yeh, I decided to be his Valentine. Male-to-male ba ito? Haha!

Comedy Skit

"Lovingly Your's"

Seen this in the canteen - good for the project. Haha.

Me, Hubert and Kenneth

Seminar Hall, ADNUHS

Julma and Kaycee

Covered Courts, ADNUHS

Isang Tingin, Isang Saglit

Bigla na lang natulala na para bang bata
Kapag nakakita ng nahuhulog na tala
Naganap ang lahat sa isang iglap

Chorus:

Isang saglit, isang tingin
Ba't ngayon lang napansin
O anong ganda, ako ba'y umiibig na?

Kung pwede lang di pumikit, sayang ang sandali
At baka pa makapuslit ang karamyaan umakit
Pwede bang hingin ka sa langit

(Chorus)

Mundo ko'y umilaw
Biglang luminaw
Panagarap pala'y ikaw

(Chorus)

Isang saglit, isang tingin
Ito ba'y nadarama mo rin?
Sana ako'y mahalin
Sana ako'y mahalin

All Set

It is glad to here that Pistaym Week is here. No worries. No deadlines. No stress. Just Pistaym. It's a buena mano for me that we championed Comedy Skit. Haha. Comedy indeed. I hope that I could laugh as well with this Word Power thing - enough with 'sangfroids' and 'sobriquets' [Haha.]. Urgh.

And. Right after Pistaym is the most awaited promenade. I just came home now from the downtown to choose what to wear. Jusko, sukat pa lang nga, pinapawisan na ako... sa prom pa kaya. O well, that doesn't matter.

That's it. I'm just so excited about the prom and Pistaym that I need to post a short one about this up-and-coming school events. =)

Pretence

I am an actor. My job here in this world is to pretend that I am not affected by this couple - well, if they really are couple. After all, everything changes and before they end their lives, they might just be not for each other anymore. My role in this movie of mine is to ease the pain - everytime I see them. And I wish - at the same time not knowing [sana] - that she loves me, too. Haha.

My heart breaks - no, not break, but my heart lies (as in nagsisinungaling) when they tease me to this girl. I know I like her as well, but I know that I don't love her. I am just going with the flow, thinking that I can forget the one I love.

But no, we don't forget our loved ones. That is a big problem.

And now, I just decided that I can love her no matter what even though we are not together, that we are not holding each other's hands - intertwined. I may be her lover, but I am not her love. I can be there for her, but I may not.

The biggest reward for this situation is the ever-stable friendship we have. [Awww.] We never know, I can reveal to her one of my biggest secrets that no one else knows - someday. There are things that are positive though we are not together. It's the love that I give her, but she can't give back.

Pondering...

Dreams

I was in Japan. I was with a number of friends and we were in a bus - something like that. And then, I saw tornadoes, plenty of tornadoes with different sizes. I saw papers and everything flying. The freaky thing was that the papers [or maybe] were making different kinds of shapes - amorphous. Some were boats. These were caused by the strong wind made by the tornado. And while this was happening, I was holding the hands of my love. [I'm not going to say who. Haha.]

I was still in Japan. I was at the downtown, walking along the sidewalk. Then, I saw a group of people lying on the road - dunno what they were doing. And suddenly, rain of fire started. What I mean is, there were like chopped meats of whales and sharks or something [parang tanguigui, malaki lang] and they were on fire. You see, they were falling from the sky. And every building in the downtown [still in Japan] were still on fire. Burns. Shouts. Agony. Pain. Gaad! What was happening?! Firemen soon came. Everything was solved.

I was so scared. I was planning to go back to my homeland sooner. But I was afraid that this would happen again - in the airplane.

After a few moments, I woke up.

That was a dream of mine this morning.

I know there are books that would help me translate dream, like snakes, money, turd, etc. But how should we translate events that are to detailed that no one can. Okay, so... what does 'rain of fire' mean? Or tornado? Or holding hands? Or even large tanguigui? Of course, there's someone there who can answer that but what if... these things are all connected?

For the past month [January], I encountered different kinds of dreams. And 2007 is really different for me - heck. Some are dreams but some are nightmares, too scary to tell that I don't want to talk about it anymore. It seems that these dreams are supposed to be talking to me, just I can't understand... Pondering...